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Wrote about 1,000 words so far. Taking a break to do PT homework, and to open the door so the FedEx guy could put the cat litter in the vestibule for me, and to come to terms with a couple of hard truths.

Hard truth number 1 -- I'm not going to be able to give stained glass the attention it deserves. I want to do it, but -- writing first, and cats, and PT, and having to sleep -- and I don't have time to embrace another art as it deserves. I hate this, but here we are. I still intend to finish my second piece, but I think I won't be going forward.

Damn.

Second hard truth -- I'm really glad I had two other people read the results of my MRIs and talk to me about what they mean, because I just got a note from my doctor saying that the results are "unremarkable." Now, the results are not epically bad, and if I keep at the PT, I can probably get to a place where my back will be stronger and less likely to kick out (though it occurred to me last night that I still need some kind of drug intervention on hand for if/when it does), but the tone of this thing is "It's all in your head," which, when I was a kid and having a hard time figuring out what was this "real" people kept talking about, was devastating. I'd gotten it wrong again, and mixed up Story Stuff and Real Life Stuff.

My skill level on that front is much better 60-odd years down the road, and now? I'm mad. No, it is not in my head. Yes, it is remarkable because if I don't do something now, it will get worse. Jeebus, do I gotta explain this stuff to a doctor?

Also, there's a bill from the practice, which, yeah, I really feel like paying.

What else? Oh. I brought my boom box up from the studio and rigged it up with an extra set of Steve's high-end Bose speakers, and now I can listen to CDs from our own collection in the living room in the evening when the cats and I retire to read, and I'm not dependent on Sirius or Maine Public playing exactly what I want to hear.

Speaking of which -- this morning I heard something interesting on Sirius XM (thank you, Tommy London). Once Upon a Time, there was a band called Damn Yankees, which was a pretty good band -- Ted Nugent, Tommy Shaw, Jack Blades, and Michael Cartellone -- that put out two pretty good albums. And, as they were on their way, literally, to the studio to get album number three in the can, they were contacted by their agent. Their label was offering them a million bucks not to make the album.

They took the money, and the band . . . disbanded.

Now, I have no idea what discussions ensued before they made their decision, but, my ghod, what a decision to have to make. And I can see that one consideration would be that, if the label wanted to get rid of them to the tune of a cool mil, if they didn't take the money, it was likely the third album would never be promoted and the band would still have to disband -- and be broke, too.

Well.

Time for PT homework. I may send out for Chinese for lunch. Or not. I have leftover curry. Speaking of decisions...
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I'm always pleased when Steve joins me for my walk. Today I was offered the insight that the thing which has blocked my finishing of my second piece of stained glass isn't a lack of time -- when I was cutting pieces out, I'd go to the studio for an hour in between writing this or that and cut glass -- but lack of a tool, which also comes down to a lack of time. I don't have a grinder, and I therefore need to rent a studio and drive out for what amounts to a day to grind my pieces.

If I had a grinder in-house, I could just keep on with my hour of Art While I Think.

So, now what I need to ask is: Am I committed enough to this new art to purchase a grinder?

Whole different question.

And? Collaboration in action.
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So that's a total of 1,841 words on the day, bringing the WIP to 121,060ish. The scene I wrote today may be too long, but I liked the character. And of course the minute I got up, I thought of two other things that need to happen in that scene, so! I printed it out to read tomorrow morning while I'm in the comfy chair with the sunlamp.

I'm thinking this weekend is divesting myself of Christmas. The wreath is kinda bleeding needles, and the cats are not fans.

I had leftover curry for lunch, and by virtue of adding leftover peas and rice, and throwing in some onions and some green pepper, there's still curry left over, though I'll probably give it a break tomorrow.

And that? Is all I've got.

Everybody stay safe and have a good evening.

I'll look in tomorrow.

Today's blog post title brought to you by Deep Blue Something, "Breakfast at Tiffany's"

Oh, no, wait! That's not all I've got. Here, have a picture of Rookie.


Story Time

Friday, December 5th, 2025 06:40 pm
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So, I spent an hour, or maybe a little more than an hour this morning in my writing space, looking for the place where Talizea yos'Phelium is born (Ghost Ship, as it happens, first published in August 2011, and if the Liaden Universe® ran on Real World time, Lizzie'd be cabin boy, or maybe at Scout Academy, instead of walking, now, except when she don't.)

One of the things that my search convinced me of is that I really should sit down and read All the Liaden Books, which I've never had time to do.  I still don't have time, unless I want to dedicate my free-time reading in 2026 to the Liaden Universe®.  

Anyway, what with looking for Lizzie's birth, and checking another couple of pertinent events, I only wrote about 700 new words.  However!  I did write, and I have the supervisors to prove it:


Lunch was broccoli cheese soup, riffing off of a recipe in the insurance company's newsletter.  Then I had correspondence to tend to and real life chores, plus PT homework.  I went downstairs eventually to do my duty to the cats, and take a walk. 

Then before going back upstairs and maybe getting some more words written, I peeked into My Studio to look at my project, and said, "Oh, I'll just cut one piece," which -- you know how this goes, right?  Right.  I cut out all the rest of the pieces.  The next step is grinding, but that really does need to wait until I get this draft done.  This will be easier to police than the cutting, since I don't have a grinder here at home, but will need to rent a studio-with-tools at the glass shop in Manchester.


Tomorrow, now free of driving back and forth to Brunswick, is a Writing Day, and I have lots of leftover soup, so I won't actually have to stop for more time than it takes to heat up a bowl and cut a piece of bread. I have two scenes sketched in, so I'm hopeful of a productive day. 

For this evening, Coon Cat Happy Hour has been served -- and appears to have been consumed -- I'm all caught up on everything  (except calling for a haircut, which for some reason I keep forgetting to do) so!  I believe I'll pour myself a glass of wine and go read for a bit.

Everybody have a good evening. 

 


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Monday. Sunny, windy -- let's just agree to call it cold.

Breakfast was leftover tom-yum soup from lunch the other day. I think I have the name right. Lately, I've been trying to order one thing I've never had before, so instead of egg drop or wonton, I got this other soup. It's sweet and sour, with chicken and veggies, garnished with peanuts. Makes a good breakfast on a cold morning.

Lunch was the last of the (unfrozen) Thanksgiving chicken with gravy and dressing. There's a little bit of dressing left. It's in no danger of getting wasted.

Trash and recycling is in the garage, meditating on its journey to the curb. Which may be delayed until next week, depending on when the storm starts tomorrow, and if the weatherbeans remain adamant in their 6-9-inch predictions. I don't have to be anyplace until Wednesday morning, and I have plenty of milk for hot chocolate, not to say stuff to keep me occupied, so, yanno, I'll be fine.

Finished watching Maigret last night (I had been going to finish the night before, but it was (sadly) clear to me how this was going to have to go down and I wasn't up for Maigret finding out exactly what his roll of the dice had bought him.) Still, all's well that ended well, though I fear for Louise and Jules as a couple.

As a writer, I do need to have a Word with Maigret's writers. Guys? You don't give a character a Defining Quirk, like, for instance HE DOESN'T DRIVE, and then, when that Quirk becomes inconvenient, suddenly! he DOES drive. Points off, writers. Do better going forward.

My to-do list says I have some phone calls and banking stuff to deal with, but what does it know? I'm gonna go play with glass for an hour, because I am reputedly An Adult. Also, having sat with the manuscript for four hours this morning, I need to think. Actually, I need to talk to Steve, but since that's a non-starter, thinking it is, and so the glass.

How's everybody this afternoon? Weather good? Whatcha watchin?

The Long Back Yard at 6:30 this morning:


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I hate to waste a Buzz Lightyear stamp on the quarterlies (yes, I pay my fourth quarter in December), but that's all I seem to have.

Also, it's almost 11 hours from here to North Towinda NY, which -- I'm trying to remember how we did that? Surely we didn't go through Canada? I mean, we might -- Oh. Wait. 

We went via Pittsburgh.

Maine to Pittsburgh for Guest of Honor gig at CONfluence, then to North Towinda to the Herschell Museum, then to Niagra Falls, late, because that museum is awesome and we got lost for hours, and if you're ever near enough for it to be even a tiny bit feasible, Do. It.

I remember coming home via Saratoga Springs, so that would have been 90 to 295.

Well. I'm glad I got that straightened out.

Looks to be more snow than mix outside, so, yeah, that's still happening.

Maybe a cup of hot chocolate before I go down to cut some glass...

Firefly shared her blanket with me, even though I did not share my hot chocolate with her.
So that's today's fun with glass. I'd like to say I'm getting better, but what I'm actually doing is less "man that was awful" and more "that was a good cut."

It's now raining, and I'm thinking I should investigate the theory of lunch.

 

I think I've had enough fun for one day. I'm going to sign off, watch the last installment of Magriet, serve up Happy Hour when it's time, read and go to bed on time. Tomorrow -- is tomorrow.

Everybody have a good evening. Stay safe. Watch out for black ice.

I'll check in tomorrow.


Smol update

Wednesday, November 26th, 2025 07:01 pm
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I would have told you I didn't write anything today, but in fact, I wrote about 1800 words, so there's that.

I played around with my glass for an hour or so, straightened up the house, and weighed the livestock, to wit!

Rook weighs 13 lbs
Tali weighs 12.6 lbs
Firefly weight 12 lbs

The coon cats have just had Happy Hour and after I finish this smol update, I will pour a glass of wine and open the mail.

Everybody have a good evening.
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What went before Tuesday:

Went down a couple of rabbit holes.

First, someone is actually trying to schedule an MRI for me, and we've been playing phone and portal tag.

Second, I went looking for The Other File full of teaching stuff -- I did find it -- but while I was looking, I opened a file drawer Full of Lee-and-Miller interviews, reviews, articles, pr -- bunches and Bunches and BUNCHES of Stuff. A whole file drawer and, yanno?

We have never been famous, or even particularly --

And that? Was Midcoast Hospital in Brunswick calling. I have an MRI scheduled for Saturday December 6, so someone's taking this seriously. Is there a word that means "simultaneously freaked out and relieved"?

Anyhoot. As I said, I did find the Other File, but I still need to get with the cat fountains, so that's next -- glares at universe.

Right?
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So, below (far, far below) is what I think will be my next glass attempt, to work on my cutting and also to use some of the scraps. Also, if I decide to get Really Crazy, I can just keep going up.

In other news, today was the Magic Medical Day. I have the MRI scheduled and an audiology appointment. This of course means that December is filling up with medical appointments, but here we are.

I am relieved to report that the cat fountains have been changed out, though I still need to wash the fiddly bits, my other duty to the cats has been performed, and I ate lunch, too!

It has gotten later sooner than I had expected, so my next thing will be to thread my needles for tonight's meeting.

I have downloaded the book club book (The Thursday Murder Club, for those who missed the big announcement yesterday), but I have Ghost Army of WWII queued up on the tablet for my next read.

Also! It's November which means I need to decide if I'm doing a Yule Letter this year.

And I still need to do the form for Adult Ed. That may have to happen tomorrow evening.

Whee!

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So, when I went over to my instructor's house to finish my project, and I saw how many places I had missed covering the copper, I realized that it's a little too dim in Foosball Studio. I have thus purchased (yet another) Verilux task lamp (this one is a twofer: Task light and Happy Light) -- it will go in Steve's office and the repaired so-called smart light that's currently in Steve's office will go into the studio. I also bought a "beginner" happy light for my office, because I cannot afford -- that's literally "afford" -- to get depressed, and the way I'm feeling about the encroaching winter -- it seemed like a reasonable precaution.
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So, I'm home, having had small-a adventures, which made for a pleasantish time. I had the first appointment for the car's annual inspection, and the putting on of the new plates. A couple of filters needed to be replaced "next time for sure," but I told them to do it now, since I was all settled in, and! had a coupon, so that happened.

After, I went down to Water Street in downtown Augusta and had breakfast at Dave's, which I've never been to. Perfectly fine diner food, quick cheerful service, lots of customers, nailed a window seat. Will return. It's one of my challenges, as I go forward, finding places Steve and I did not go to regularly, so Dave's was a good discovery.

After breakfast, I backtracked to Manchester and Stained Glass Express, where I took on glass, tools, oil, but NOT a grinder, which are -- ow. It turns out that I can rent a studio at Glass Express when a studio is empty, and use all the tools there, so the Plan is to cut out my pieces, then gather them together and grind them all at once.

After my /s/p/e/n/d/i/n/g /s/p/r/e/e needful art shopping, I went over to Longfellow's Greenhouse and Gift Emporium, where I found a vacuum bottle (which I've been looking for). Now I can make a bottle of tea and take it back to Steve's office with me, so I don't have to interrupt myself to walk to the front of the house to make another mugful (YES, this is a First World Problem, and I'm glad I solved it), and some lavender soap, because -- lavender soap -- and a cardinal to hang in Steve's office. They are ALL Christmased up at Longfellow's.

After frivolous shopping, I went to Lowe's to get my long-delayed ceiling/art tile, now that a kind friend helped me to understand what, exactly, I wanted. Then I hit the Cony Street Hannaford, and home again, where?

It's dern near lunch time.

I'll get with that in a minute, but first I want to tell you about a Strange Thing that happened on my way home from needlework last night.

It was of course Dark at 6:30 and I was on my way home, no cars ahead of me (of this, I am certain, and so is the Subaru nanny), when suddenly, with no one turning into the road, there was an SUV in front of me. "Wow," I thought, "I am really tired not to have noticed there was somebody in front of me. This could have gone badly."

And about the time I finished chastising myself, a cop car came up behind me, lights flashing. I pulled over. The car in front of me pulled over, and cop pulled in right behind them.

I pulled out and continued home, arriving at the corner where the CVS is, where there were several more cop cars in the parking lot, lights flashing and several SUVs that had apparently been pulled in.

. . . which is when I began to entertain the theory that the car which had suddenly appeared ahead of me had been running without its lights in order to Not Be Noticed.

That now off my chest, I'm gonna go see what's for lunch. I defrosted a couple pieces of pork and I have some frozen skillet veggies, so that may be the way to go.

How's everybody doing today?
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A call was made for a picture of Steve's new cardinal, which is below. The new cardinal is hanging up; it's made of tin.  I gave the reindeer to Steve for Christmas manymany years ago.  The black cat was a gift from someone else, and the ornament in the foreground is made out of paper and lights up. Once Sharon finds a battery for it.

I'm feeling kinda tired, so the Plan for the rest of the day is to go down to the studio to make room on the workbench for the new project before I crash, then come upstairs and do paperwork.

Tomorrow will be a writing day.
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Ready for action. First step is to cut out my pattern pieces, but I can do that upstairs. After I finish my course description and return a contact.

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Am a Tired Woman. However! I am a Tired Woman who has managed to get all the paperwork out of here, and may therefore write tomorrow and Friday and Saturday with impunity.

After I sleep for nine hours.

I did start to handwrite the holiday letter while I was waiting for the car, but that doesn't really have a drop-deadline on it. My feeling is that the holiday letter can arrive as late as January 2 and still be legitimate.

So! Writing Rules are now in force. I may peek in Occasionally and at Odd Hours over the next three days -- or I may not. Default assumption ought to be that I'm working. Which is a good thing.

Everybody take care. Stay comfy. Hug the people you love.

Today's blog post title brought to you by 38 Special, "If I'd been the one"


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Project completed! Many, many thanks to Carmela Patriotti for her patience, her kindness, and her willingness to share her art.

I'll be hanging it up in the back hall window -- tomorrow, I think.

Photo by Carmela Patriotti:

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I changed my mind and hung it up tonight. Fingers crossed the cats will leave it alone.

Glass work stats, 'cause some folks wanted to know size: It is 14.5 inches across the widest part and 10.5 tall. Weighs +/- 2 pounds.

Next project, as some other folks asked -- something with straight lines. I'm eschewing opaque glass for the moment, therefore, cathedral glass. So, the next project is! Straight lines and clear colored glass.

This is a busy week, and the busiest day is Wednesday, when I have to get up at Stupid O'Clock to take the car to Charlie's for its annual inspection and putting on the new plates. I'm figuring to make a day -- or at least a half-day -- of it -- Charlie's, breakfast, Glass Express, maybe even Longfellow's.

Which is to say, we'll all know more, later.

Coon cat happy hour is very nearly upon us.

Everybody have a good evening; stay safe. I'll see you tomorrow.


Glass babble

Sunday, November 16th, 2025 10:10 am
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Let's see... Sunday? Let's go with Sunday.

Snowed on the overnight; seems to be raining now. The cats have got Classic Rewind on LOUD, so I guess it's gonna be that kind of a day.

First load of laundry is washing. Rice is cooking. I need to strip the bed, and clean up my "business desk." Again. Honest to ghu, I'm never here and still it gets shored up with papers and...Stuff. I'm not sure how I ever kept this under control, because let it be said that Steve did not do the paperwork.

Going out after lunch to finish up my glass piece.

Speaking of glass, I watched three? I think three -- photos, food, light, robots -- so that's four episodes of the first season of Blown Away last night. I am pleased to report that my Art Antenna is still Finely Tuned.

One of the judges Questioned the Color Choice used on a project (color was not part of the brief for this project), and I had just drawn in a sharp breath to yell "foul!" when they flipped to a clip of the artist, saying, "That was so inappropriate!"

So -- yeah. It was.

They also put down another artist for producing a piece that "you'd find in a gift shop," which -- artists gotta eat, says the SciFi Writer, and producing something that someone else will look at and say, "Take my money," is not to be sneered at. Also, in the case, the artist had been attempting something very challenging -- and it broke off of the punty. He should've gotten points for diving right back in at the last hour and making a professional piece.

I remember that time that Steve and I wrote the wrong book -- which we discovered as we were going through it prior to printing out the submission copy. EEK. And also, "OK. We can fix this."

There was one person eliminated -- the very first person eliminated, in fact -- who did deserve a bit of harshness. His piece also broke coming off the punty, and instead of trying to see if there was anything he could rescue, he picked the piece up off the floor, and dropped it again, deliberately smashing it. He was disqualified for having given in to the sin of despair, which -- I understand why he did it? But a deep breath would've been in order.

The other thing that's kinda bothering me -- is this fascinating or what? -- is that the hype is: you gotta make this in four hours, folks, and then the pieces go into the annealer, and you're left with the feeling that they came right out after time's called and set up in display, instead of having cooled at some preposterous temperature -- 1000F? Like that -- for 12 hours.

So the schedule is: The artists get a Hell Day where they're competing. The pieces go into the annealer. The artists go back to the hotel and drink. Next day, they come back, get their pieces out of the annealer, and participate in staging the "show" for the judges.

. . .I'm done now.

What's everybody doing today?


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Proof of well-supervised work happening:

Did a lot of braining today. And laundry. Braining means less words, but better results. Laundry -- well. You gotta have socks.

So, I see that DoorDash has lost a lawsuit 4 years in the trying, in which they were proved guilty of privateering during Covid. They gotta pay money to Almost Everybody, which is of interest to me because!

I have money on account with DoorDash, thanks to kind friends, and I am very careful to use it when I really need it -- I'm on a drop-deadline, or I'm sick, or I just got back from picking up a cat in New Hampshire and drove home in the snow -- you know: emergencies.

Over the last two days, I've been getting messages -- and I'm talking about a lot of messages, "reminding" me that I have $X on account and that now! would be the perfect time to DoorDash a Big Mac. Or maybe I'd like a milkshake? Or somebody to pick up some Tday groceries for me? Or, or, or --

In other Convenient Food news, I got a gift card -- included in the cat litter delivery -- for $140 OFF my first box from Factor. How much do these things cost that they can give me a week's grocery money off?

And third? Came in today's mail and these folks are playing for keeps! They're not only gonna send me premade dinners, they gonna give me a FREE "smart oven" to cook 'em in. All I have to do is open the box, sprinkle Stuff over what's cooking, put the pans in the "smart oven" and scan the QR Code from the box. The oven will then smartly cook my meal to perfection.

The future is a lot weirder than I thought it would be.

Anyhoots. Coon Cat Happy Hour has been served. I am a tired woman, and am going to go pour a glass of wine and try to find the first season of the glass-blowing show and see if that's less ... people-y. I know that people make glass, and that it's a competition, but I want less posturing, and more thoughts on the art or the process when I have to listen to the people, and more of the actual Happening of Art, which I think is more interesting than the finished pieces.

Everybody have a good evening. Stay safe. I'll check in tomorrow.


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Saturday. Sunny and blue and my goodness what a pretty day.

I? slept late. I mean, I woke up at six, but couldn't quite get ucouldp the gumption to throw back the covers, so I turned over for "fifteen minutes." Three coon cats immediately and unanimously voted Aye, and I had Rookie against my back -- that is one solid kitten we're growing here -- Firefly in the crook of my knees, and Tali under my chin . . . and the next time I opened my eyes it was 8:30.

So, hummus, naan, and grapes for breakfast, who knows for lunch. Writing is on the schedule. And also laundry. Evidence seems to indicate that I missed laundry last week. Well.

I watched two segments of "Blown Away." There was a little too much with the people and too little with the glasswork, IMHO. I do realize that this is the standard format for reality shows, but -- you're looking at a woman who saw every hot glass demo at Corning for two solid days and was Sad that she couldn't wrangle a third day.

The cats were mildly interested in the goings-ons. At one point, Firefly looked at me and you could see her thinking, "You did this? Are you nuts, Mom?" Guilty as charged, but I did have people who really knew what they were doing standing by to assist "the gaffer."

So, that's all the news from the Confusion Factory at the moment.

How's everybody doing this fine November Saturday?

Today's blog post title brought to you by Rhymin' Paul Simon, "Was a Sunny Day"


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Earlier this same day: Wrote about 900 words while Sarah was here. Finished soldering the back of my glass piece, but couldn't work out how to solder the edges, not having three hands, and came upstairs to look up how that's done, exactly. Duh. So, I'll do that after the Fidium guy has come and gone.

I guess I ought to get some lunch...
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Somewhat later: So, I'm stopping here, it being the best I can do. I note that the piece is not perfectly oval, but on the whole it's looking much better than I had assumed it would.

I did have a moment of inattention and burned a BIG hole in my Styrofoam work surface (sigh). Note to self: soldering irons are hot; that's kinda the point. I have another piece of Styrofoam. I also have lots of funny little pieces of Escaped Solder, which, as I was gathering them, it occurred to me that I'd done this before. My father was a solderer by trade, on the production line at GM in Baltimore (Spot Welder being the official title), and he had a soldering iron and pertinent equipment in his workshop. More than once, I was put to work gathering up the leftover solder and putting with all the rest in a big iron pestle.

The Guy from Fidium has been and gone, after giving the diagnosis of No Problem Here. Which . . . OHkay. Things seem to be working, so I'm not complaining.

What I'm doing instead of complaining is refilling my cup and taking it with me back to Steve's office. Maybe I can write another couple hundred words.
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SNIPPET:

"How did you find Jen Sin?" Ren Zel asked, handing Miri a glass of wine.

"Awake. Complimentary, too. Said Val Con wasn't an idiot."

Ren Zel choked, and put his glass down hurriedly.

"He's not wrong, after all, Beloved," Anthora said.

"Yes, but – " he waved a hand. "One wonders how the subject came up."
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Now:  Well. That got to be a busy day. 1,440 total new words, for those keeping track at home. Tomorrow is a writing day. I'll be finishing the scene I started this afternoon, which will be the final bridge I need to build in this part of the WIP, and get back with entering corrections.

It's funny how, when you ask people why they want to be writers, nobody ever says, "Because I love entering corrections into the manuscript." Which is, arguably, one of the most important parts of writing.

Go figure.

The cats are informing me, loudly, that it is Happy Hour. The cats, regrettably, are wrong.

I'm -- tired. The Plan for the evening is to serve up Coon Cat Happy Hour on time then snuggle down on the couch and watch "Blown Away" on Netflix. There may be a glass of wine involved. Or even two.

Everybody have a good evening. Stay safe. I'll check in tomorrow.


Art Goes On

Friday, November 14th, 2025 08:55 am
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Thursday Night: Nasty outside. Rainy and cold.

Spent most the day with the WIP, entering correx, writing scenes, removing scenes, fine-tuning. Ate a late lunch, because class isn't over until 8:30, so -- late dinner. And I need to get up earlyish tomorrow to pick up for Sarah, who'll be by around 9ish.

I know, I know -- the excitement.

In a bit I'll get myself together to go to class. Trying to think good thoughts about my art. I have learned a bunch of stuff, so there's that. And I do have a soldering iron and wire and flux, so maybe if I can master -- for values of "master" -- the basics, I can be let loose to finish whatever's left at home. And honestly, I have no idea how long soldering will actually take. I've been watching videos, but they're by people who know what they're doing, which would not be me.

I clipped Rook's claws the other day while he just laid there and purred. Today, I got Firefly -- who is NEVER going to SPEAK to me AGAIN for this violation of her innocent kitten trust -- and most of Tali's. Tali used to hang out with a Siamese, which I think is where she learned Those Words.

I'll just bid everyone good-night now.

Stay safe.
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Hokay. Glass class. After some frustration, a pep talk, and a tutorial by the instructor, I did re-burnish my foil (I had not used a firm enough touch, first time), and soldered the front of the piece. It's like magic! It's now A Thing, and not a scramble of little pieces that won't stay where I put them. Take that! scrambly little pieces!

My homework is to solder the back, and on Sunday another student and I will meet the instructor at her house to finish up.

So, the Plan is that I'll work on soldering after Sarah leaves, and finish up after the Guy from Fidium, assuming that there IS a Guy from Fidium, leaves. Saturday will be devoted to writing. Sunday, a little writing in the morning, then out for glass project finish-up.

In service of the Plan, I have turned on the heat and the lights in Foosball Studios.

I was asked last night, semi-officially, if I'd like to teach Adult Ed writing, which -- I'm thinking about it. I need to poke around and see how much of my teaching stuff I still have, and how much of it is still relevant.

In coon cat news, apparently Tali informed Rook that his mama wears snowshoes -- which would not be inaccurate -- an assertion to which he took immediate and violent exception, and the back hall was briefly filled with -- y'all remember the rolling, cursing Tumbleweed Of Violence from, oh, Tom and Jerry, or The Roadrunner -- yeah? One of those. Tali's now having a wee dram of cat food and Firefly has discovered that I have picked up the cat toys, and is thinking about this.

Rook is cleaning orange fur out of his mouth.

I think that catches us all up, pre-breakfast.

How's everybody doing?

Below, the State of the Project: Front side left, back side right


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Earlier this same day: Spent an hour in Foosball Studio. Got a little bit of foiling done. My back started to hurt so I am now upstairs in my comfy chair having a cup of tea. It used to be called buttermint tea; I don't know what they call it now -- maybe vanilla mint?

I'll likely go down for another session. My goal is to finish foiling half, and there's only another six pieces to go.

So, Rook escorted me downstairs for my second session in The! Studio! -- and was waiting for me, almost an hour later, when I came out again. He ran over and flopped on my feet, showing me his belly, which was awfully nice of him.

Upstairs -- it is dark. I -- am not really sure I can do the dark this year. Not that it matters, particularly; I don't except anyone to install a Celestial Light Bulb for me, but...things are dark enough, surely?

Regarding the glass project: I have ten biggish pieces left to foil and two so tiny they might as well be slivers. If my errands don't take me too long tomorrow, maybe I'll have a go at finishing the foil, so I can get a Flash Lesson in soldering before glasswork is over.

Tuesday will largely be eaten up by the Guy From Fidium, who is, so I'm told, expecting to be here at 8 am and his visit will encompass at least two hours. Argh. And the last glass class is on Wednesday. That was a fast six weeks.

Having gone to all the trouble of setting up The! Studio! it would be a shame to declare this art is not for me. On the other hand, I'm not feeling that I have any real competence, or maybe I mean affinity. I love glass, but this experiment hasn't ignited me (ahem) the way working with hot glass did. And, no, I am not doing hot glass in the house.

What I may do, since I have so many glass scraps left over, is to try something smaller and simpler -- a geometric pattern, maybe -- and see if I've actually learned anything.

The cats are insisting that it's Happy Hour, which, of course, it is not. I think this is my cue to wander around the house, close curtains, turn off and on lights, and wash the pans.

Everybody have a good evening. Stay safe. I'll check in tomorrow.

The state of the stained glass:


Saturday night

Saturday, November 1st, 2025 05:55 pm
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The foil almost makes it look like I know what I'm doing.

SPOILER: I do not know what I'm doing.



That's about an hour and a half and I'm all foiled out. Time for a cup of hot chocolate in a comfy chair.
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Put the laundry away; washed the pots 'n pans; locked Rookie in a closet; let him out again.

I think I'm done on the day. My back is grumbling, so I'll be taking the hint and retiring to the couch with a book and the heating pad until its time to serve Coon Cat Happy Hour, which is coming right up.

Tomorrow, I plan to write, foil, curse the time change -- and that should be enough for the first Sunday in November. Monday, I have errands which I guess I should get done early.

I should also sometime tomorrow or Monday make an order at Harney's as I'm almost out of the oil that greases the wheels around here -- Irish Breakfast Tea. I got sidetracked today into wondering if I might not like Scottish Morn, instead, which is said to be darker, given that I drink tea as a replacement for coffee... Well. Decisions for later.

Oh. The Sekrit Project is a Sekrit because the contract hasn't been signed.

And! I do believe the mail has just been delivered.

Everybody have a good evening. Stay safe. I'll check in tomorrow.

The Saturday cat census and editorial chastisement committee photos may be found here


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What went before: Finished embroidering my shirt:

Friday. Sunny and coolish.

Slept late because went to bed ditto. Woke up with a backache, because of course I did.

So my glassworking teacher came out and said last night that I had chosen a very difficult design, but that was good, because I could be an Example for the rest of the class. Which I guess is a thing you never outgrow.

Those who have been following along will perhaps recall that I broke the starfish twice while I was cutting it, the second time much less catastrophically than the first. I took what remained of that sheet of glass to class to see if I could be taught better.

The teacher took the glass and the pattern and broke the starfish three times during scoring, all worse than my second attempt, so! keeping my second attempt in the design.

I also learned last night that something that I had subconsciously been depending on -- that any errors in scoring could be adjusted in the grinding stage -- was ... optimism. Apparently, grinding is only for roughing up the edges so the foil will stick, and not a fix for shoddy cutting.

Homework is attaching the foil to all the pieces, which I've already forgotten how that's supposed to go, but that is, after all, why Google gave us Youtube.

I finished reading The Women last night, and am cleansing my palate with Blind Date with a Werewolf before going on to Remarkably Bright Creatures.

I have taken naproxen and baclofen, which is somewhat nerve-wracking, since the last time I had back pain severe enough to hit the drugs I wound up in the ER (because the drugs didn't work on the pain though they made me plenty sick, and the shot of steroids administered by the clinic kicked my blood pressure into the stratosphere, so not doing that again). So far, neither drugs, nor ice, nor heat seem to be helping, so my next act will be to clean the cat boxes while I can still bend over, and then try to figure out what I can do to keep the pain in the region of "uncomfortable," the goal being to not wind up, weeping, in the Command Chair.

Standing up and sorta leaning into my desk isn't actually uncomfortable, so I may work on the Sekrit Project, if I can't think of anything to do that will actually mitigate the pain. Clearly, wrapping a zillion small pieces of glass in foil is not an option.

Tali has been sitting on me when I sit or lie down, and purring, while Rook takes up a station in the same room. Firefly is off-duty and sleeping in the sunshine in my office.

So! How's Friday treating you?


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Yesterday, I baked bread, did embroidery, carried books down to the basement and got them safely stowed, finished Phase One of the Sekrit Project, which leaves two Phases left to complete by November 14, which is totally doable.

I also found Steve's cardinal, which was hiding behind books on the bottom-most shelf of the bookcase from which it fled.

And a bonus find...

About a million years ago, I bought Steve a sundial for his birthday. Approximately two hundred years ago, the gnomon went missing. The sundial then became a piece of glass art that sat on a bookshelt in Steve's office.

Today, as I was looking for the cardinal, I found the gnomon for the sundial. It had been stuck to a book.

So the sundial is back together, which is pleasing, even though it I probably have no place to set it up, since -- windows, cats.

Still, I'm pleased that it's at least potentially functional again.

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Where are we? Thursday?

Thursday. Sunny, white-and-gray clouds traveling across a blue sky.

Breakfast was two slices of yesterday's bread, toasted, cottage cheese, and grapes. Yesterday, I ate three slices of bread with butter as soon as the loaf was cool enough to slice, two slices this morning, and I foresee another slice or two with lunch. I am not usually like this, but I'm gonna finish this loaf by Saturday. Guess I needed Vitamin Bread.

Wrote 1,459 new words this morning. Did the addition, to get some idea of where I am contract-wise, and found the total WIP at 102,870, which In Theory means I can type THE END.

Yeah, yeah. We laugh at Theory.

I did sleep in, and my desk one! more! time! looks like a bomb hit it. How does this keep happening? Gremlins, I guess.

Tonight is glassworking, which means a late lunch, because class goes so late. Happily, I can sleep in tomorrow.

That? Is all the news from this side of the world.

How's everything going for you?

Oh.  I got the sundial set:

Thursday afternoon cat census:


Gothic Monday

Monday, October 20th, 2025 09:08 am
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What went before ONE:  So that's +/-1,320 words on the morning. I'm not reporting the impact of these words on the WIP total because I don't know exactly where they go.

The cats were all waiting for me when I got to Steve's Office, and they stuck with me until I said, "That's a wrap," whereupon Rook and Tali got up, stretched, and followed me to the front of the house.

It's now time to have lunch, then go downstairs to perform one's duty to the cats, and monkey around with my glass for a bit.

The cloudy morning has become a sunny afternoon, though still cool.

And so it goes.
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What went before TWO:  Aaaand that's enough fun for one day! I have finished cutting what glass I can. As Was Predicted, I did break the starfish -- twice, but the second time much better than the first (Do not laugh. The bar we're using here, as Miri Robertson once famously said, is the one that's buried in that snowpile over there). So, rather than run out of glass, I shall take what I have with me to class, prepared to Learn Better.

There's a horrifying amount of glass pieces in my scrap box. Honestly, I should go into the kaleidoscope business.

Also, the project got its tithe of blood today, so I was glad I had wimped in and taken my silly little first aid kit down to The Studio.

But! All that said -- I'm for a cup of tea and a bun, and then I do believe I'll read.

Everybody have a good evening. I'll check in tomorrow.
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What went before THREE: New entry in Steve and Sharon's Excellent Adventure, for those who are reading along: Eager Street
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Um. Monday? Cool and damp; rain in the forecast.

Updated my books read list -- I have read my 50th book, which is something of a relief; I really didn't think I was going to see that many.

Read the first eight chapters of the book club book last night. I really can't tell if the ... predictability is a feature or a bug. As in, yes, this; yes, this, too; no that's pretty flimsy, but it gets us where we're going; ok, yeah, they lied, what a surprise -- is just the entrance ramp into the Real Story* (feature) or if, having begun, this is how we mean to go on. Well. I'll find out.

In other news, I was inclined to feel Poorly Used when I got the news that my health insurance will be going up $30 a month in 2026, but that was before I read the newspaper and found out that this same insurance provider is dropping membership for half the state. Yes, the half that needs it the most, why do you ask?

Sigh. It's possible that Mondays aren't good for me.

P'rhaps I'll go find a cup of tea and something for breakfast.

How's everybody doing this morning?
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*I almost had a fistfight on a panel regarding the beginning of The Goblin Emperor, in which,** and my fellow panelist was insisting that it was Bad Storytelling because Basic Security mandates that you Don't Do That, and my equally empassioned argument that this was just to "explain" how we got to the Unlikely Situation which was the Actual Story the writer wanted to tell. Wow, that was an exhausting panel.
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**The Emperor and all of his sons are on the same airship when it blows up.


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What went before ONE: Wrote 1170-ish new words, sketching in that scene. Needs work.

Spent an hour...maybe two hours with my glass project. Needs work.

Back in my office for right now. I may or may not go back to the The! Studio! today, though even if I don't I need to remember to turn off the heaters and the humidifier.

The cats were before me when I got to Steve's Office this morning, Rookie giving me a Look that pretty clearly stated that there would be A Note In My File for coming in late. So far as I know, they're still in Steve's Office. If I wanna go sit in the basement, it's nothing to do with them.

Project to date:


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What went before TWO: Sat down in the comfy chair in my office to look out over the Long Back Yard and have a snack, and this happened:

What went before THREE: OK. As reported earlier, did some writing, did some glasswork. I also made the paper edition of Civilized Behavior, but it will not be released until November 6. I also sent the ebook files to Baen, with a request that they publish on November 13, which is the date that the ebook edition will publish at All The Other Vendors.

Everybody confused now?

Yeah, me, too.

The cats all came out to my office to sit with me and I was wranglin' files. Pretty soon, they'll start reminding me that it will Soon! Be! Happy! Hour, but I think I have time to get the clean dishes out of the dishwasher and put away before that Auspicious Hour strikes.

How'd everybody do today?
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Sunday. Chilly, cloudy -- no, wait! Here's the sun trying to break through.

Slept a little late this morning, but that's OK, given the exciting week I've got lined up.

Rice and asparagus stir fry for breakfast. Because I Could. Leftovers for lunch.

The two bill-like pieces of mail that came in yesterday, were not in fact bills, so yay.

Yesterday also saw the delivery of another light tube/string. Once I get that up, I'll have three rooms outfitted with LED strings -- the living room, Steve's Office, and my office. This is perhaps excessive. OTOH, the Dark is Rising.

Today's plan is writing, glassworking, one's duty to the cats, reading. Yeah, slacking off again. I'm thinking that I'm way overwriting this book, but -- onward to (an) end, then rest, then Sumo Editing. The Writing Life.

And that? Is all I've got.

Who else is slacking off today?

Today's blog post title brought to you by Siouxsie and the Banshees, "Dear Prudence."  (Yes, yes, written by Paul McCartney, thank you.)


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PR first:  Open for Business!

What went before ONE: And I've just figured out the best part of having a studio with a door -- I can leave everything as it is, where it is, so next time I go down to do some work, I can just -- work.

I'm feeling somewhat better after an hour of working at my own pace and figuring stuff out by myself. Not that I've made Strides -- no, I have made at least one stride. I successfully cut a strip of "sand" out of that awful glass and it broke along the scores! Even the blasted point. So, yay. Progress.

I also cut four or five pieces out of clear colored glass, which behaved like rational silicone dioxide, broke where it was scored and didn't give me no lip. I do, however, foresee days at the grinder in my future...

Work so far:

What went before TWO: So, today I pulled a scene, completely rewrote it, and! The WIP wordcount is exactly the same as it was before I did all that. So! 98,770. ish.

Spent an hour in My! Studio! playing with glass.

It was such a nice day that I think I'll try to do it again tomorrow.

Next week is looking a little complex -- book club on Monday (Oh. I need to get a copy of our next book, The Women), driving to and from the hospital in Rockport with a nerve conduction test in-between on Tuesday, and! needlework (I really don't want to miss two weeks in a row); glasswork on Thursday; and Aztec Two Step on Saturday. So, that will be a good week to use the cut-up time for the Sekrit Project (remember that?) and putting together the paper edition of Civilized Behavior (ebook at all the bookstores for preorder!), and finishing my glass homework, too.

Yeah, I've got a little too much on my plate, still, but I'm working through it. By the end of November, I should be past the worst of it.

Question for my glassworking folks! Must you have a grinder to go forward in the hobby?

The cats wish me to know that it is Happy Hour and technically, they're not wrong. And yanno? I could use a glass of wine my own self.

Everybody have a good evening. Stay safe. I'll check in tomorrow.
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Saturday. Sunny and going to be slightly warmer than the last couple days.

Breakfast was an enormous scramble -- two eggs, leftover veggies, half a said-to-be apple fritter which was, frankly, disappointing. The Caterteria has been replenished. The cats are in various sunspots throughout the house. I will very shortly be going back to Steve's Office to write the scene the Boys Belowstairs so kindly provided upon waking.

The plan for the day is, yes, writing, and glassworking; one's duty to the cats, and a walk. That's enough for one day.

I'm remembering a story about Steve's grandmother, who traveled by bus and by subway, but had never, and by design, learned how to drive. Her reasoning being: "But what if I was driving and I thought of a poem? I wouldn't be able to stop and write it down!"

I know a bunch of you are going/have gone to No Kings assemblies in your little pieces of America. Strength to your sign-carrying arms.

And thank you.

Today's blog post title comes from Men at Work, "Down Under," which actually got me to sing yesterday.  Well done, Men at Work.


Story glass

Friday, October 17th, 2025 08:22 am
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Good morning:

 

What went before ONE: The lost has been found.

I looked in the closet in Steve's office that the cats like to bat springs under, and there were four springs -- one each of red, yellow, green, and blue -- and one somewhat furry wrist brace.

So! I now have a dedicated glassworking brace. Go, me.
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What went before TWO: So that's 1,140ish new words, bringing the WIP to 98,770ish. Now, I need to do some picking up for Sara, who arrives V. Early tomorrow, eat a lateish lunch, and do as many picky little tasks as I can before it's time to leave for glassworking class.
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What went before THREE: Always a shock, when years later you reread a story you had written that you had thought was . . . not up to standard -- and realize that it's a good story, after all, despite it wasn't the story you had, perhaps, intended to write.

"Our Lady of Benevolence," by Sharon Lee and Steve Miller.
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What went before FOUR: Wow, am I bad at cutting glass. Though, in my own defense, even the teacher thought there was a reason the glass I'd bought for sand was on sale. I am significantly better at cutting clear and pebbled glass, so -- though it's a poor workman and all like that -- I'm blaming the glass.

Onward...
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Friday. Up earlier than I'd like, but the payoff is that Sara will be here in and in a couple hours I'll have a clean house.

It is currently chilly down here in the shadowland, though sunny at treetop level.

Sigh.

The tea is really good this morning. Barkeep! Set me up another!

So, homework is to finish cutting out my glass, so the pieces are ready to be ground and -- I dunno -- next week. I'm having a lot of I Dunno moments, and while I recognize that this is in fact what learning a new thing is, it's still ... disconcerting. It probably doesn't help that our teacher, who is very skilled and has been doing and teaching glass for A Long Time, occasionally forgets to articulate a step.

It was, for instance, only last night that I was finally able to understand why I needed "half a ceiling tile" and in fact, caught a glimmer of What Kind of ceiling tile. ANSWER: It's to build the pattern on, after you've cut your glass. So! That would be a hard, as opposed to a fluffy asbestos, ceiling tile. Or perhaps a thin piece of board of the appropriate size. I'll poke around downstairs and see what I have.

As I said last night, I have several kinds of glass to work with, and the ... opaque glass is murder to cut. The several pieces of colored glass cut like a dream, and I suppose it's a good thing that I started with the sky -- which is clear orange glass -- and cut my pieces with no problem.

Trouble started with the ocean -- also opaque, swirls of blue and white that I had thought myself very fortunate to have found on sale -- when I did a credible job of cutting several small pieces, but managed to break a bigger piece. Still, I have glass left over, so that can probably be salvaged.

Then I got to the swirly yellow, beige, tan part that was to be the sand. There are six? smallish pieces, and no matter how I leaned on my cutter, I couldn't get a score deep enough to break properly. The instructor finally came by, looked at the carnage on my table and asked what my plan was. I said that I still did have several large pieces of the same glass leftover and that my plan was to start over. She took my cutter and a scrap, tried a score, shook her head and said, "Do you have the pattern pieces for all of this?" I handed them over. She fished the bigger pieces out of my scrap box and said, "I'll do these. This glass isn't easy."

She didn't have time to cut them before class let out, but she told me to bring them back next time and she'd cut them for me. So there's that. And -- lesson learned. I shall be working with clear glasses until I have something approaching a skill level there.

I suspect that my work was not made easier by having a cutter that leaks oil all over.

So! Not exactly a success, my first attempts. I thought I had prepared for screwing up, but, honestly? Largely due to ignorance regarding how many ways there were to screw up, I surprised myself.

Sara just texted to say that she'll be a half-hour late, which gives me time to drink this cup and tea and make another before I retire to Steve's office and open the WIP.

How're y'all doing this morning?


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