rolanni: (Alliance of Equals art by David Mattingl)

So, back from the micro-mini book tour!

It was lovely to see so many happy faces, to have a chance to chat, to read, and, of course, to sign books.

We want to thank Maria Perry, Patty Cryan, and Brian for hosting us.  You guys rock!

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Frequent auditors of this journal will recall that I have long had a love affair with socks.

When packing for the overnight in Wocester, I forgot to pack socks, which I've never done before (my default being to pack too many socks); I briefly panicked; and Steve offered to lend his spare pair to the cause.  Fortunately, there was a strip mall right across the street from our hotel, where we paused to eat a very pleasant lunch at Jasmine, then proceeded to the end of the mall and the TJ Maxx.

Where I found socks!  Even, dare I say it, socks that coincided with my Sock Ethic.  One pair was black with white splotches; the other pair had block prints of purple, yellow, and blue-and-white stripe on the foot part, and skinny yellow, pink, red, blue, green strips running up the calf.  I purchased these with glee; the cashier agreed that they were very spiffy socks and!

When I got back to the hotel and actually looked at my receipt, I find that the socks were "men's furnishings".  Really?  The label says they are Happy Socks, created in Finland, so if anyone reading here is suffering from Sock Ennui, you might want to check them out.

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Thanks to everyone who replied to the Buy My Book post in the various venues, and in email.  Many notes were supportive;  a few folks, naturally enough, want to argue, which is kind of too bad, and I wish them a long life.

Which brings up another topic.

You will perhaps recall that, back in March, Belle and I had a bet about eArc sales for Alliance of Equals.  I said we could sell more than 500; Belle took leave to doubt it.  On the other paw, Sprite was of the opinion that we could earn out our advance on eArc sales.

I am pleased to announce that I won both of those bets.  We hear that we sold more than three times that 500 copies Belle thought we couldn't manage, but!  we didn't earn out the advance.

It's always gratifying to win a bet, of course, but both Belle and Sprite pay in kibble.

To those who bought eArcs -- thank you so much!

Which brings up another idea -- possibly half-baked.

I'm told that benefit accrues to titles on Amazon that gain certain numbers of reader reviews.  At the moment, the various levels escape me (maybe someone who has Google-fu and a couple minutes can find that information...).  The last couple Liaden books received 106, 88, and 163 reader reviews, respectively.  It would be Very Cool if Alliance could hit 200 reader reviews.  Note: These are honest reviews, not just one-liner, filler reviews, like "I really like this book."

Do you think we can do it?  We beat Belle, after all, and she's Pretty Shrewd.

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For those who missed the news, Steve and I did an interview on the Baen Free Radio Hour.  It aired Friday.  Here's your link.

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Today, now that we're home, I have accounts to do, and laundry to wash.  Steve and I need to go over the story notes I made before we headed off into the world.  And so on.

What did y'all do while we were away?

Many thanks to William Kilmer for the photograph from our signing at Annie's Book Stop, Friday, July 9, 2016.

Steve Sharon Annie Book Stop July 9 2016
rolanni: (Necessity's Child)

We buried Socks this afternoon...

It's a gorgeous, sunny, breezy day and all the things that grow in the ground are scrambling to get with the program, to be fruitful and multiply in Maine's brief slice of summer.  I need to go down to Agway in a couple minutes and pick up some stuff.  It had best be today; there'll be no getting near the place tomorrow.

This morning was the hearing test.  It is as I had feared, I've lost considerable amount of hearing at the high end of the scale, the same amount of loss in both ears, which, yes, does kind of point at all those dictating devices littering my misspent youth as the culprits.

We -- that being the medical "we" -- are not of the opinion that the loss is yet significant enough for us to be talking hearing aids.  The plan at the moment is to retest in a year and see where we are then.

This is the first time I've had a hearing test since elementary school, so I guess I subconsciously expected something like the test we took then, and, indeed, it was kind-of something like that.

First, I was locked into a soundproof room, headphones on, while the tech in the next room played a series of noises, first through the left headphone and then through the right.  I had a button in my hand and every time I heard a sound, I was to press the button.  The . . .interesting and terrifying thing about this was that I could tell when the tones had gone out of my range.  The tones I could hear came in a rapid, distinct, rhythm.  There I'd be, punching my button like a mad, button-punching woman, and suddenly?  I heard only silence, for a looooong time, before the next tone that I could hear sounded and I punched the button again.

I'm not sure I have words adequate to the task of explaining how eerie it is to know that sounds were being made which were completely beyond my ken.  Like watching television with the sound off, but much more disturbing.

The next test, with different earphones, was. . .even eerier. The tech in the next room would say a word -- again testing first the left ear, then the right -- and I would repeat the word as I heard it.  There, too, I hit a blank wall where I knew, by the elapsed time, that words were still being spoken in some place to which I no longer had access, but -- as the post-game wrap-up showed -- I also misheard a bunch of words with soft "th" "sh" sounds.  "POPCORN" was perfectly intelligible.  "Theft," not so much.

So, that.  Growing old is not for sissies.

As I believe mentioned elsewhere, Anthem Blue Cross and Blue Shield (Our Stockholders Come First!) has kindly allowed us to know that they will be increasing our rate of protection (Nice liver you got there; be a shame if something happened to it) by just pennies under $140/month.  This brings our monthly payment to over $600 -- for an insurance policy that covers NOTHING.  We still have to pay all of our medical bills out of pocket; if we should ever hit the deductible, we would have already declared bankruptcy.  This is when you start thinking about playing Health Care Roulette -- dropping one individual's coverage in order to be sure the other's covered.  Can you hear the gods laughing?  Yeah, me, too.

But!  Thank ghod we don't have socialized medicine; that would be worse.

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I have been remiss in pointing out that Baen has been running a cover model contest, in which you can vote for your favorite Manly Man from among a field of twenty-three.  Here's the contest, with pictures.  The amusing thing is that the contest went over yesterday, according to the posted rule, and the winner appears to be!

Rys Lin pen'Chala.

Also, I have seen things, as I have gone up and down the intertubes.  Interesting things.

Like. . .

Rare baby lemur born at the Baltimore Zoo

The entire photographic archives of unknown photographer Vivien Maier have been purchased at auction, and will/are for the first time available for display.

Get a look at a Parisian apartment that has been left untouched for 70 years.

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Progress on Carousel Seas

43,713/100,000 OR 43.75% complete

"Nothin' the matter with your voice. If you feel like you gotta have an instrument, we just hand you a tambourine, and you shake it when the mood strikes."

Socks Update

Monday, April 8th, 2013 05:20 pm
rolanni: (blueyes)

Several kind people have written (tweeted, facebooked, and LJed) to find if all of Socks' medical expenses have been paid, or if "more money is needed."

I'm truly grateful for the care and thoughtfulness behind the queries, and the generosity of caring people that made it possible for us to give Socks a little more time.

But here's the thing. . .

When the ship lifts, all debts are paid.

So,  thank you -- all of you -- no more money is needed.

If you still feel that you'd like to do honor Socks' memory, please consider a donation to your local animal shelter.  If you don't have a local shelter, we found that the Animal Emergency Clinic in Lewiston, where the vets were so wonderful for Socks and for Hexapuma, has a Good Samaritan Fund, to assist people who can't afford emergency, life-saving care for their pets.  Here's the website

At a slight tangent, I did bring home Socks' ashes today.  The ground is still a little hard for me to dig through, but as soon as the permafrost retreats for the few short weeks of our arctic summer, Socks will be interred in the Cat Garden in the front yard.  The Cat Garden is a wildflower garden, and it draws bees, and butterflies, and hummingbirds.  The front windows where Mozart and Socks shared the sun together overlooks the Cat Garden.

rolanni: (view from space by rainbow graphics)



1999 Romantic Times advertisement1999 Romantic Times advertisement


I think this Meisha Merlin ad ran in the Valentine's Day 1999 edition of Romantic Times.  The same ad ran in the SFWA Bulletin and a well-meaning colleague told us that we might want to "tone down" the romance-thing in the ad, so as not to offend the membership.

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In other news, I believe I've had better days.  I thought filing would be a nice, soothing-in-a-boring-way activity.  That was before I had to put all of Socks' vet records and bills and stuff away.  I briefly considered setting fire to the office, then thought that I'd probably regret that later, and maybe I should just throw everything away, instead.  That's still on the table, but there doesn't seem to be a dumpster company open today.  Maybe I'll change my mind on the overnight.

rolanni: (Nicky)

. . . Thank you all again, for your support, your kindness and your understanding.




Socks in a box


Socks in a box


rolanni: (view from space by rainbow graphics)

A slow day of catchup of things that were let slide because of catmergencies.  The laundry's done.  Go, me.  I spent a little bit of time with Carousel Seas and managed to get some words down.  Socks has been intermittently about.  He's still exhausted, poor guy.  Scrabble spent much of the day on the rocker, while Mozart helped me and Ox hold down the couch.

I am inordinately pleased to discover at this late date that Bruce Springsteen covered "The Man on the Flying Trapeze," one of my grandmother's favorite songs, and one which she sang with, err, GUSTO when we went to Sing-A-Longs in the Park.  (Are there still Sing-a-Longs in the Park?)  I was my grandmother's chosen companion on these trips -- possibly because I couldn't sing a note, or because she believed that children should be exposed to the classics.  As a result, I know the words to a Very Odd mix of songs.

In the excitement of the Socks' Homecoming Gala, I forgot to mention yesterday that...I bought more knives.  Cheesy Dollar Store knives, but they'll spread the mustard.

Progress on Carousel Seas:

16,353/100,000 OR 16.35% complete

He shook his head. "Wasn't a drop of harm in that girl, an' her father could never say the same."

rolanni: (blueyes)

This is a little later than I had intended to update; you'll see the reason soon enough.  But I want to preface this with a story about another cat who lived with us, back when we were still in Maryland.  This cat's name was Buzz-z; he was a grey plush who weighed in right about coon cat size.  He'd been allowed to roam by his then-owner, and one night he and a raccoon met each other out on the town, the raccoon said something, Buzz-z said something in return and, well. . .they kinda broke up the bar.

Buzz-z came home sporting multiple scrapes, scratches and bites, and over the course of a couple days, during which his owner refused to take him to the vet, because "cats heal," he became sick, and progressively sicker. We remonstrated with the owner, the owner was adamant that it was "no sense" taking a cat to the vet, whereupon I suggested that what the owner really wanted to do, instead of talking to an animal control officer, was to give me the cat.

Steve and I then took our new cat to our vet, who checked him over, did blood work, and an x-ray, which found what appeared to be a raccoon tooth buried in Buzz-z's  right foreleg, and said, "I'm not sure I can save this one, guys."

We left him there, and waited for the call that would tell us that we'd waited  too long.

Well...the phone did ring, about five hours later, and it was the vet.  And the vet said something like, Can you guys come down here and pick up Buzz-z?  He won't stay in a cage, and he's running all around the office, flirting with the girls, and nobody's getting any work done.

So, raise a glass of whatever it is you're having to Buzz-z, who taught us that, You never can tell with cats.

Had we not had this lesson, we might well have told the emergency vet to let Socks go.  Had we, frankly, been as broke as we have sometimes been in the past (and indeed, as we were when we intervened on Buzz-z's behalf), we might have told her to let Socks go.  Knowing that we had the funds to buy time, to see what would happen with treatment, because you never can tell with cats -- I don't think I can begin to tell you what a relief that was. Thank you all, again.

So, for today. . .We got up before breakfast, picked Socks up at the Lewiston Emergency Clinic, wearing a cone of shame and sporting some serious gearage in his right foreleg, and drove him up to our vet in Waterville to continue the IV hydration project.

The second we took him out of his cat carrier in the examining room, he perked up (he hates to be in the cat carrier and in addition this morning there was the whole cone of shame issue), he demanded skritches, he ran up to his vet and head-butted her, he made happy feet. . .

We left him, expecting that he would stay on 'til Wednesday, when the emergency vet's 72 hours of hydration was complete.  Around 3:15 (after we had a nap, and lunch, and dealt with some business correspondence), we got a call from the vet, saying that we should come and get him, the new panel of blood work had shown much lower BUN/CREA numbers (though they are still elevated); the blood sugar values were down to normal.  There was, yes, still the heart murmur, and the  cancer issue which another of the vets in the practice had also scoped out, so there's three vets saying the same thing, but what we have in hand at the moment is a joyful, comfortable, mischevious cat-person, who is extremely happy to be home.

So, that's what we're going with.  Steve and I now both know how to give subcutaneous liquids; we have needles and eleven sessions worth of lactated ringer solution, and Socks is right now sitting on the co-pilot's chair beside me, having just finished giving himself a very thorough bath.









Socks on the co-pilot's chair. He's a little tired, thanks.




Socks on the co-pilot's chair. He's a little tired, thanks.





Socks update

Monday, March 25th, 2013 12:10 pm
rolanni: (blueyes)
Socks in the care of Dr. Heather and his Waterville fan club. Continuing IV hydration. Details after nap.
rolanni: (greeneyes)

I spoke to the day-vet.  He says that Socks is doing "OK, all things considered."  To the list of "all things" we now add a heart murmur and what this vet, as a result of performing his own examination, explains as a "lumpy, bumpy kidney," which he finds "very suspicious," and tentatively diagnoses as lymphoma.

On the positive side of the ledger, Socks is snacking a little, is taking a lively interest in his surroundings, and has started in to building the core for a Lewiston branch of the Socks Fan Club.

The plan remains for continued IV liquids and close observation at the Emergency Clinic, then a before-sunrise-pick-up tomorrow morning (the Emergency Clinic is 24 hours on weekends; all patients must be picked up before 7:30 a.m. on Monday), and transport to our local vet in Waterville for continued treatment.

rolanni: (Nicky)

So, last night around 10:00, just about the time Steve and I had knocked off for the night, Socks rose from his floofy thing atop the hamper in the bathroom, walked out into hall, looked faintly startled, threw up. . .

. . .and fell over.

Long story short, Socks is at the Animal Emergency Clinic of Central Maine, in Lewiston, about an hour away from the Cat Farm.  This is an excellent facility; we've now had three interactions with them, including Hexapuma's last journey, and the vets are knowledgeable and caring and very patient.

I have to tell you that the vet treating Socks. . .is not optimistic of a happy outcome.  His BUN and CREA numbers had gone even higher than they had been on Wednesday; his blood sugar was high; his white blood count considerably elevated; both of his kidneys were very large.  The vet was concerned that what she was seeing in ultrasound/xray was abnormal -- she wasn't able to tell if it was "just" inflammation, polycystic, or if the kidneys were being infiltrated by cancer cells.

Since much of this could be caused by the sudden spike in numbers, we have asked the hospital to put Socks on intravenous fluid and see what he looks like, once he's properly hydrated and his system is less stressed.

I'm going to be calling the vet this afternoon, and will relate any new news, if there is any.  The clinic operates on a "no news is good news" policy, and they haven't called us, so -- fingers crossed, please, for Socks.

rolanni: (Nicky)

Many kind people have written to. . .ask that they be allowed to contribute to the Socks Defense Fund, even though the goal has changed (read about it here, and here).  Some other folks have taken matters into their own hands and have donated towards Socks’ vet bills via the Splinter Universe site.

You guys are determined to help, is what I’m saying here.

Far be it from Steve and me to stand in the way of determined people; in fact, we are grateful for help.  Thank you.

So!

Here's your link to the Socks Defense Fund.

rolanni: (view from space by rainbow graphics)

. . .and the numbers are Not Good.

Socks is in acute kidney failure*.  This obviously means that our plan of treatment has been radically changed.

We're going to be concentrating on keeping him comfortable, hydrated, and fed.  I'll be taking a tutorial on how to administer subcutaneous liquids to cats, so we don't have to distress Socks with a ride to the vet every couple days.  The vet did say that she has never seen a cat with such high numbers who was still eating and drinking and enjoying life, which is a testament to Socks' good nature and can-do attitude.

The ultrasound image is. . .inconclusive.  There was some concern about were or weren't the kidneys polycystic -- to my mind, that's a technical detail.  The vet wants to diagnose correctly, and to that end, she's seeking guidance from her colleagues.  The best she could tell me when we spoke this morning is that the kidneys are "not normal."  Apparently in normal kidneys, the ultrasound will show the structure of the organ in perfect clarity.  If the kidneys are polycystic, the cysts are very visible and impossible to miss.  In Sock's case, the kidney structure is. . .not what it should be, but if there's a cyst tell, it isn't obvious.

. . .as I said, for us, and for Socks -- a side issue.

The other question -- how long will we have him with us?  We don't know.  We'll treasure each day that we do have him with us.

Steve and I want to thank everyone who donated to defray Socks' medical expenses, and everyone who were Standing Ready.  At this point, there's really no sense in accumulating a Socks Defense Fund; this isn't something that money -- or anything else -- can fix.

We'll continue updates as seems reasonable.

Here's a picture of Socks this morning, as Steve and I were eating breakfast.  He was full of smiles and purrs.  His position on the bench (on newspapers!  Socks loves him some newspapers!) is strategic:  the cat water fountain is directly to his left, where he can keep a close eye on it.




Socks at home, March 21, 2013


Socks at home, March 21, 2013


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*Kidney function is measured in units of BUN/UREA and CREA.  The normal range for BUN/UREA is between 15 - 34 mg/dl; 0.8 - 2.3 mg/dl for CREA.  Socks' numbers are BUN/UREA: 180 mg/dl; CREA 8.3 mg/dl.

rolanni: (blueyes)

Socks is home; hydrated, and a-glow with the received adoration of his fan club at the vet's office.  What we're waiting for are the results of blood work and ultrasound, which will help us decide what will need to happen, going forward.

Hopefully, we'll have all the results in one place tomorrow, and will know exactly what we're looking at.

Thank you all for your care.

rolanni: (greeneyes)

We took Socks in to see his primary vet this morning for a follow-up visit to last week's amazing adventures.   He's in good shape (at the moment -- this is, as we discussed, the issue -- we always need to qualify "good" with "for now"), if kind of sniffly and grumpy.  In the vet's opinion, Socks is a good candidate for megacolon surgery.  The next step rests with her -- she needs to contact the Experts in Portland, partly to insure that she's done everything they feel is necessary in terms of diagnosis and medical treatment, and also to find out costs for surgery, convalescence care, and all those things none of us thought about.  We expect to have that  information in hand this week



In the meantime, we have some new, high-energy, low fiber wet food to try, since the vet's still interested in  getting another two (or three) pounds on him, especially in light of possible upcoming surgery.

So, we're in Wait Mode.

More news as it arrives.

rolanni: (Nicky)

Since yesterday, several people have reached out -- publicly and in private mail -- to say that, were there a fundraiser set up to cover Socks' medical bills, they would contribute; that, if there was any way that they could help keep Socks with Steve and me, they'd be willing to make that effort.

Truly, Socks has the best fans in the world.  Steve and I are humbled and grateful.  Socks would be. . .well, not humbled, exactly, but pleased that so many people want to skritch his ears -- but at the moment he's napping on his special quilted piece, in Steve's office.  Must keep to the schedule, you know.

So, here's the thing:  Socks' vet did offer us the option of megacolon surgery.  This is a procedure that shortens overlarge colons (apparently not an uncommon problem in cats), and which is the solution for the constant  bouts of constipation/need to rush to the vets/emergency vets at all hours for emergency enemas.

Our vet made no secret of the fact that this is an expensive surgery, involving, as it does, Specialists in  Portland.  We are simply not up for an "expensive" surgery.  I'll be frank -- the money tree doesn't have that  many leaves on it.

However, we've started to think that we can do this thing, thanks to the people who have offered to help.

So! We've begun research into this procedure, and talking to people whose cats have undergone the  operation.  Socks has a follow-up appointment first thing Monday morning with his primary vet and we will delve  into such things as costs, success rates, and convalescence care.

After we have all of these ducks in a row, I will lay it all out here, and we'll see if this is possible/desirable.

I want to thank everyone for their caring, and their sharing, and their willingness to help.  You guys are awesome!

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